The Good, The Bad, The Ugly.

(ugly)
Last wendesday I was pulled from the classroom basically fired but I don't get paid grr. So now I have been just going to classroom to classroom asking if anyone needs help. I hate on the plus side I am not getting paid for working lunch.

Good
I got the call saying I have been approved for surgery. So here is praying for late April early May.

I have hit a new low. 30 lbs gone that I will never ever see again. Bad thing I am losing the weight so fast that my body can't adjust and I hurt worse then ever.

I want to spend more time on my blog I am so tired at night I am going to bed so early. I hate it.

I have been thinking about my life and what I want. I am not getting any younger and as much as I love Him I can't wait for ever. I have had a crush on this one teacher at school so yesterday I asked him out. I threw him off and he was not the same the rest of the night hehe. He said lol that he is usually at school until 9 and really needs to stay that late. I told him if he ever has a few moment and would like to Give me a call. BOLD right lol.

The kids' are not waking up grrr.

heading to bed.

I have been so tired and hopefully will be able to post more on Saturday. I have bad, good and great news but now must get to bed.

10 things I love about my Love!!!!

Today prompt by Mama M is 10 things I love about my Love.

What I love about L

1. How nice he is.
2. How he treats my kids'.
3. That I can tell him anything and he still loves me.
4. All his sisters. He is the only boy and has 7 sisters and I love them all.
5. His mother, she is such a sweet lady.
6. His kids. We have had a rough time since I'm closer in age then I am
with their dad.
7. His love for travel. I love to travel.
8. The fights, hehehe. we hardly fight but then if we never did we wouldn't
have the make-up stuff lol.
9. His love for animals even thou I don't like them its cute seeing him with
them.
10. Him being Him, that's what I fell in love with.

Photo Day!!!

Mama M wants a Photo. Here's the thing I don't do them. Im the photographer. So i'm going to have to pass on this one. But my man is awesome. He is 15 years older and grey. I love it. plus the amount of hair oh my goodness I love it.

Your SO'd biggest Romantic screwup!!

I like today's Prompt by Mama M. It is your SO's biggest romantic screw up. I would like to say I have a funny story but I don't. We have been together on and off(more off) the last 10 years. this year will be the first year we have been together for Valentines' Day in while plus my birthday in August which is a big one. He better not screw up or Ill kill him lol.

Wedding Day!!

Today's' Prompt by Mama M is Wedding day. Since yesterday you learned I have never been asked to marry, you will probably be shocked to know I have never had a wedding day. HEHE BUT again I'm not bitter and I only cried at my cousin's wedding was because I was happy get it HAPPY. lol.

I would also like to thank Mama M I think this will help deal with this holiday. So on with the show. Since I have not had a wedding I will tell you about my dream wedding.

Since me and MR. will be all atwitter with love, nothing can possible go wrong. How is that so MOM2KMJx2? SOMETHING always goes wrong, it wouldn't be a wedding it something didn't go wrong? (side note: it took me 3 times to write that because this mini-laptop kept messing up). Why won't anything go wrong because we are going to Disney baby. I only want my parents, his parents(if still around, wouldn't be my dream wedding if I didn't say they were not around hehehe. I have 1 dreaded MIL(The Big One's grandma) I don't need another). So my parents and Kids'. That's it. Since I am losing all this weight I am going to wear a pretty white summer dress nothing too fancy. The colors are royal (get it royal for a princess like me lol, still reading lol)purple and silver. everyone will get their own cake. And we will have the cake for our 1 year. It will get married down by the water. all very elegant. It will be in the morning so we can play the rest of the day. the day after my parents will take the kids' back home. Mr. and I will stay for 2 weeks and play til our hearts content. We will get bride and groom mickey ears. We won't have to worry about money because he will be rich. I will finally be treated like the princess I am.

Hehe who am I kidding I will be lucky to ever get married and if I do we will probably just go down to the JOP.

Big One Turns 11!!!

The Big One turns 11 today. Being he is a double digit midget I thought I would share the story, The one he will hate me for hehehe.

I hate being pregnant. I was 17 when I got pregant and 18 when I had him. From the beginning I knew I wanted him. I myself could not have an aportion or put him up for adoption. I now I was young but I was ready. I gave up everything. I use to drink, do drugs. I was bad. I would leave as soon as my parents got home from work and be home just in time for them to go to work. I would then sleep all day and plan what I was doing that night. I stopped all that when I found out I was pregnant. I just wish I could say the same for my cousin whose daughter is 6 months younger then my son.

The first 4 months were bad. I threw up all the time but I was gaining weight nicely. Then I balloned and I mean BALLONED. Overall I gained 76 lbs with him. I did find out what I was having. I was excited but I secretly wanted a girl. ( I still do). But I was happy. At the time I was a big Michael douglas fan, but I didn't want his first name to be Michael, so I made it his middle name. Pickin out the first name was a little harder and at one time Alan was considered. I didn't pick that and I found a name that I loved and fit perfectly with Michael and thats how KMJ was born.

We got everything we needed and awaited his arrival. I worked until Jan. 1999. His due date was feb. 5th but he had other plans. I remember labor starting clearly. I was walking around the mall when the contractions starting. I was with my cousin and her boyfriend. She was 3 months pregnant. I wanted him bad so I walked. That was on a Friday. On Saturday I was so uncomfortable that I ended up going to the hospital nd got sent home. GRR. same thing happened Sunday. I finally said thats it I'm going back until he is coming out. Tuesday morning. I was having some back contractions so I took a bath and they kept coming.

We get to the hospital for the 3rd time and I lost it. I told the nurse I couldnt do it anymore. This was the 3rd time I hav been here in as many days. Thankfully she felt pity on me. I got a room nd they started potacin about 1pm. and I got an epidual shortly there after. I was in heaven for the first ime in days. About 9pm I was checked and at an 8. I couldn't wait. Remember I was 18 and stupid. I had NO idea what was going to happen. I also had a low pain treshold. At about 930 I was told to start pushing. I knew this was the end and thought it would go quickly but it didnt. Starting at about 1030 I kept asking if I could stop and finishing tomorrow. They wouldn't let me. (gross coming up and TMI) since I was young and 1 of our friends was one of the nurses. She thought she would scare me by having me watch him coming out and touch his head. I remember just looking at my fingers digusted. lol.

He was born at 11:12 pm weighing 8 lbs 12 oz. 21 and half inches long. I started nursing right away and nursed him for 2 and a half years. I took to motherhood immediately. I loved it and still due.

If I could change anything it would be my age I would have waited. But I think I also have advantage of being young. I love my kids'. So there you have it the birth story of The Big One.

Happy 11th Birthday, Big One. Mommy loves you. I hope you have many more birthdays to celebrate.